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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
12:44 PM

bonjour! happy halloween to all. just got a treat from sweet claire. =) i`m blogging in school again, after curriculum hours of course. i`m bored to tears while waiting for xinni and pearl. feels so much to just put my head on this cld study table and just sleep through. i overslept this morning though. thanks to late night mugging for assignments and the great comfortable weather. even mom and dad did not succeed in waking me up. it showed how weary i was, i am. but i still made it to school didn`t i? =) "procrastination is always a temptation but never a solution!"~YF`

i received a piece of bad news yesterday. i need to continue with tuition. but the good news is, only for justin. no doubt i was very off yesterday when i saw his mom`s sms because it means part of my favourite november is gone! =( chalet`s next weekend, and so is perfect serve programme. i`m so looking forward to next week so i can take overloads of pictures.

celebration`s coming means i`m nearing 21 years old. any resolutions people may ask. easy. i just want to be happy, healthy, less naive and i hope to get my degree smoothly. =) wishes? no, i won`t divulge, else they won`t come true? =X if you are one of them who has been asking me for a gift solution, tell you frankly, i have no idea too. the only thing i like is POSITIVE surprises. they always take me aback and give me thrills. i realised i sound like a psycho-something. alright if you really can`t think of anything, you can get me:

1. shopping vouchers (Adidas, Levi`s, Topshop, Dorothy, Sony, Creative...) i always need clothes and sometimes, gadgets (not psp or ds-lite)!
2. vintage long necklaces, no sparkling gold will do.
3. a watch which suits me like the current one i`m wearing (from bugis street will do also.)
4. a bag for school which is made of light materials and must suit me. (again, anything from bugis i don`t mind either)
5. a pretty 4R self ahesive photo album to house my birthday shots (preferably something vintage and less sweet.)
6. a collage or scrapbook (i like doing scrapbooking for others but i wonder if there`s anyone who`s willing to work one out for me. weets!)
7. too costly? then a self-made card will do. =)

are those enough? i really can`t think of anything else. i can`t imagine myself sitting in front of my notebook staring into space and then started typing only like 10 to 15 minutes later. that`s enough to kill my brain cells.

alright, time for assignment!
revoir.
=)

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:44 PM


Sunday, October 28, 2007
9:01 PM

essay is finally done. in a self-proclaimed lousy way. it`s my 1st essay for this course so i should not be too disappointed, should i? anyways i tried my best. =) tomorrow`s the deadline. if raoof is going to pronounce me 'dead', what can i do? awww... i should be optimistic a little. i`m sure i will pass! =))

kangming just called from australia 2 hours ago. i almost missed his call because i have a phobia currently for unknown numbers. but luckily, i decided to answer. i was abit surprised that he called me, but glad to know that things are alright for him there. he said he hasn`t seen any kangeroos and koala bears yet, because he`s on a hill. i bet the sceneries must be so nice over there. but still, france appeals more to me. =) let`s see if he`ll call me again since i was so evil again to him just now.

anyways, i`d just been irritated by some faggot who appeared to be a wolf in disguise. i`m silly but i`m not dumb. i cut off contact with him straight away. i do not want to have anything to do with this faggot in sheep`s skin anymore. i`m rude i know but i do not want to end up being bullied.

i just received an sms from dan also. one thing he said really touched me alot. i can only say thanks and appreciate his thought. =)

bumbum is sick and feeling down. must be too many negative thoughts choking him up inside. bumbum, cheer up and have a spedy recovery. i`m waiting to lunch and hang out with you and will after classes. november is a free-of-tuition month for me. i don`t wanna waste it! november will be a great month i hope.

i understand but whether i can apply or not is another question.
what do you think?

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 9:01 PM


Saturday, October 27, 2007
3:33 PM

i just woke up from the longest sleep of this week --- 10 hours. for your information, my shortest sleeping hours is pathetically 2.5 hours. the rest of the days i only slept for 3 to 4 hours at the most.

i`m a person who is so used to hiding my thoughts and feelings, at least for the last few months. i do not fancy showing it on my expressions very frequently, not even when i feel happy now.

an hour ago, kangming called to bid farewell. he was on the plane, taking off soon to australia for army training stuff. he smsed me initially but it seemed that i was sleeping too deep to realise that my handphone message tone actually sounded. i was still in bed and i sounded a little weird. i was supposed to sound sad, but i sounded happy. terribly WRONG tone! he sounded so sad and i gave him the happy tone. what was i doing? and i thought before he wanted to hang up the call, i pressed the cancel button on my handphone, wondering did that cut anything off from him. again, what was i doing? i hung up and jumped up from my bed, thinking that the whole thing seemed so off key. so i hurriedly sent an sms over to ask him not to be sad. no replies probably because he`d switched off his handphone. aww, that made me felt really bad. i couldn`t believe i ended up crying, which is =.=. alright no big deal, it`s just a short one, not those loud wailing long lasting ones. i just hate the idea of bidding farewell, especially if i`m the last person you called. i jolly well know that it`s only one month but so sorry, i can`t help that. i signed in on msn and realised that he sent me an offline message after i signed out at 5am. i bought the biscuits for him because he can eat on board the plane, but i think i passed my silly-bug to him. he said he will eat it when he`s back! by then my cookies no longer nice already. ( -_-")... poor cookies! haha!

yesterday was out with the rest. it was an informal farewell for kangming. i watched 2 movies yesterday. one in the afternoon and one in the wee hours of the saturday morning. both movies were too gore for me to handle. if i have a weak heart, i might just collapse in the cinema. in between we all had steamboat for dinner followed by 2 rounds of bowling. still not good but i improved ok?!! however, i didn`t take any photos yesterday so there`s nothing to post. haha.
kangming must be on the plane thinking about what was he enjoying at this time on yesterday like he said. we shall see him back in one month`s time. and he`s going to miss my birthday, i will asked him to make it up, so he better start worrying. luckily for del, he said he can make it for my celebration. if not, he will face the same consequences as kangming. the rest who cannot make it must thus beware! sometimes i think evilness just flows in my blood. =)

zhutou is very sad because of the fishes. well, it`s ok. some fishes cannot get used to the new environment and thus, die. you lost the fishes but... you didn`t lose hazel`s sincerity. remember that. =) cheer up!

and..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR WILSON!
cheers because it`s the scorpio month! =)
finally 19 bro.
stop dota-ing too much and start studying hard for your final year!

time to get start cracking.
take care.

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 3:33 PM


Thursday, October 25, 2007
9:51 AM

i promised to blog now, after so long, in school. =X

the fun times always end fast. i hoped everyone enjoyed themselves. hanging around with a big bunch of your favourite close friends means more pictures and more craps. it seems that the hectic week was only left with the happy memories, although the earlier part of saturday i was so "dead-emo". zhutou finally turned 21. next will be my fair turn. i rather it won`t come too soon. now i know why the older generation dreads birthdays. it`s because age and responsibilities have a linear relationship. i`m not a loser. i just want to be selfish for once and enjoy while i really still can and of course, put in the best effort in whatever i am doing.
i`m not a pro clubber. reason being i don`t respond well to grooving and dancing and i seriously cannot drink. but when i decided to go, i told myself to enjoy. thanks to the bunch who took care of me. but what a waste, i missed my anticipated field trip. i reached home at 4.30am and i slept at 5am. and of course i tried waking up at 6. but i had this terrible hangover feeling which encouraged me to bed later. so i decided to give up my field trip reluctantly. i messaged my friends and i fell back into bed again. i woke up in the afternoon feeling upset, but problems resolved after i talked to dan. =)

zhutou`s birthday chalet was fun. meeting my friends there was the happiest thing. at least most people were there to celebrate with her. but i was super worn-out after the whole thing. we took lots of pictures and i`m waiting for xiusi and jolene to send me theirs also. =)

presentation was long over and deadlines for other assignments are on their way, and my 'egg' is only half-hatched. in the midst of having fun, i actually do my work. i don`t like to slack when it comes to serious work. that`s why i was unhappy when mom accused me. i just want to balance out --- my studies and fun. reason being? i do not want history to repeat itself. it disappointed me vey much, back then.

mr kangming`s departing for australia on sat. he said he`s feeling emo. but he looked happy last night, no trace of any emo-ness. we had dinner at newton circus and it`s such a disappointment because i didn`t eat much! i only felt hungry during ktv-ing. both of us were so crappy cos last night we didn`t know why both of us couldn`t sing normally. and ya kangming, sorry i kept laughing at you. haha! i shan`t mention why here lest i get myself killed tomorrow. =Xxx anyways no need to feel so upset. a month passes super fast de. before you know it, you`re already back in singapore! and yes i forgot to tell you last night. remember to eat popeye chicken at airport terminal one before you depart and when you arrived back in singapore. it`s super nice de k! right now when i`m typing this, i`m going to drool. i also want popeye chicken! ok sorry back to topic. ya remember to miss us all hor! and hor no need bring the sand for us la, i`m just kidding!!! you come back we all can go play! so you must... ENDURE the one month. =) ganbatte nehs! and bon voyage!

alright, finally updated people.
i`m going back to my essay before my motivation dies off.
revoir...

i should stop my evil-ness for the time being. =)

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 9:51 AM


Monday, October 15, 2007
1:45 AM

a fast one here because i`m running out on energy.

practically out the whole day.
tuition then "hunting"(with km),
then tuition,
then walking(with km),
then waiting (for marcus),
then k-box-ing(with km and marcus),
then tele-project-working(with minghui),
then dinner(with km),
then meet zhutou,
then finally...
HOME SWEET HOME!

was feeling faint previously.
most probably due to stress and/or fatigue,
or due to the rain.
i seldom am a victim for this,
but today i experienced it.
horrible.

i think i should no longer do what i thought i should.
some things are meant to be expelled from my burden.
and nope,
i won`t share my feelings easily now.
even if i`m super upset.
i won`t want to show it nor admit it.
i just want to be cheerful and bubbly,
like how my uni friends think i am.
but at the right time,
i may just release my true self.
i hope no one will be the unlucky witness.
this is how a scorpio should act.

anyways thanks wq, yy, rc and dad.
=)

i need sleep terribly.
presentation on tuesday.
the feeling simply s***s.

i want more honey milk tea!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOYAN. =)

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:45 AM


Friday, October 12, 2007
2:02 AM

fatigue drained me of my energy, killed my horrendous appetite and extinguished my interests in things. it`s still my adaptation period i guess. being without a motivation comes my motivation. i`m taking steady steps. =) i`m not giving up.

out for retail therapy just now. felt good while i`m at it. feels bad when i think back the moment when i gave the salesgirl my money. and guess what? i bought something unsuitable again! and i exchanged it with my sister for another top which i`d been eyeing since the day she hung it in her wardrobe and not wearing it since. when i trade with her, i usually suffer losses, but this time i gained. and i`m happy like a bird. =) i`m a wiser spender now. i spend on what i need and not really what i want. i take cabs only when i really need to. even for tuitions early in the morning, i insist on taking the bus. losing my appetite helps abit too. i`ll have less sotongs and stingrays. of course, i still need entertainment to make myself happy. so i won`t refrain from spending nothing on movies and leisure. but popcorns and nachos? i think i'll count that out. at the end, i know i`ll feel a sense of satisfaction. i just have to endure till it`s time to relent.

currently, i`m waiting for wq to book out so that we can go and get my lappy by this weekend.
=))

and before i sign out,
"happy 21st birthday to kangming".
i know your birthday wish is to ask me to stop bullying you.
but...
you know it`s impossible.
so...
wish for good health and happiness k?
don`t waste a wish.
*sniggles*
=)

next birthday coming up will be zhutou`s one.
so many birthdays this month.
may the holes in our pockets be mended and fill up quickly.
kakaka...
got to sleep.
take care everyone.

hugs.

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:02 AM


Wednesday, October 10, 2007
12:35 AM

昨天又看了一部电影.
最近一直都在看电影的感觉.
哈哈!!!
我喜欢啊,
所以我沒有complaints!
但是昨天的电影仍然在我的记忆留下一些阴影.

还有多谢猪头for yesterday night`s activities!
超喜欢夜的空气及美丽...

刚和kelvin夫妇见了面.
他们是我好久以前打假期工的上司.
现在当然是朋友咯,
但是最近才刚联络上.
一看见我呀,
他们就翼口同声说我变了好多.
当然啦,
长大了一定不同嘛!
他们和我聊了挺多的.
我不知道为何他们认为我很搞笑...
他们一听到我说到某些事情时,
就笑个不停.
我不知道是不是又出糗了!
唉呀!!!
他们也很八卦,
一直追问我有沒有男朋友啦!
expected!
刚才喝了咖啡,
现在睏了!
好快啊!!!
Zzzz!!!
其实有蛮多想说的,
但还是有些顾虑.
很讨厌咯!!!

i need a rest. hopefully my assignment is up to sir`s criteria! wish me luck!
miss me.

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:35 AM


Monday, October 08, 2007
12:59 AM

2 days without even lifting a finger on my computer used to be a challenging task, unless i am out most of the time on these days. last 2 days were a good example. i was out celebrating birthdays, on top of my tuition jobs and projects. happy birthdays to all october babies! u guys got my weekends burnt out, but i assure you people i enjoy the time spent with you all. =)

celebrated ming hui`s birthday on friday. the girls were so addicted to singing, and their addiction can be on par with me. thanks to ming hui for the generous buffet treat. it wasn`t as sinful as i thought. i ate so much less quantities of food. my appetite is not hitting well with me nowadays and me as a whole doesn`t look pink either. i`d choke on my schedules if i didn`t give myself breathing space.

yesterday was much worse. i was out for tuition from morning till early evening before i head down to tampines on 2 agendas. i was alone while waiting for yujia. missions accomplished but i faced a problem after that. in a haste, i got xiaoyan for help. a friend in need is a friend indeed. thanks to her i got half of my prob solved. the other half was how to get to her aunty`s place where she was at. the cab uncle brought me on a tour as if i`m in disneyland, as much as i hope it was. but i wasn`t. i need to find xiaoyan to house km`s birthday cake and i`m at the same time, rushing to xinyi`s chalet. everything seemed a bit messy in my hands, because i`m blur. yujia laughed at me in the cab. i reached the designated place but i still need to complete a marathon to find xiaoyan because i realised we were on different ends of the long block. being fall-prone recently, i grabbed the cake carefully and started running for xiaoyan. i finally got to her with the cake safely on my hands. haha! and i ran back to my cab.

i was at xinyi`s chalet the next. was abit awkward because i don`t know most people there. i was fortunate enough to have yujia, shirley, agnes, shufang, christopher and family to chat with me! and little natelie is blooming into a pretty girl since the last time i saw her. me and her clicked rather well. she even took photos with me! and according to her mom, she was smiling more than happy than how she appeared to be in her other photos. =) her mom was a nice lady to chat with. winnie called halfway saying the cake was redundant cos joseph got km one already! i was like... but i could do nothing so i just bent my head down and shirley asked me what happened. she kinda cheered me up with cold jokes along with yu jia. i left at around 11 for km`s birthday celebration. and i almost forgot the cake in the end! i hurried and called xiaoyan to apologise for being so late! she`s very kind to help. =) i believed most people have heard of plane transit. but how many has tried "cab transit"? i did. in an hurry to get out from the ulu-ulu-aloha, i hoisted a cab going to as far as only tampines. i had no choice but to hop on to save the time needed to walk out. again, i was brought around in circles like i was on a merry-go-round this time. i collected the cake from xiaoyan and this uncel started to drive me to some ulu-ulu part of tampines saying that i could get a cab there. i was cheated! it took great pains before i finally hopped onto the 2nd cab, finally heading towards thomson. i spent a bomb on the cabs, not the cake. consider driving a cab next time, you can earn money by making a blur person confused. i rushed like a mad aunty ele. i had smses to rush me over and i panicked!

i should have left the chalet earlier. by the time i reached there, km was haha, almost gone! today, i was aghast when he told me that he didn`t remember i brought him a cake. again i was like... but didn`t blame him cos i understood his situation. he was dead drunk! so km, if you are reading this space, no need feel bad la! and by lending me ur portable hard-disk, i decide not to be evil on you for the time being. lols! my dear friends were so cruel last night, less the evil me! the next one to beware will be zhutou! anyways i missed out alot of fun i guessed. but winnie showed me the photos and i got to know what happened. people told me: you should have come down earlier ma. i felt so guilty. and in the end i got drunk too, like with no warning. thanks to kl and jolene who sent me home!

today was a taxing one too, with 2 tuition lessons to work with. but high tea and a little arcade fun later on perked me up a little. at night after dinner with mom and dad, i ran into winnie and she tols me that zhutou and jo were mugging at mac. so i went over and had chats with them. jo seemed hysterical when i giggled cos she got reminded of my stunts last night. km said many people mentioned about my ugly side last night. i`d no image to uphold already. so malu now!!

alright ba, i was super exhausted but i`m still a happy girl who gained happiness from her friends. please pretend you guys did not witness "that" last night will do!

smiles.
and off to bed.
nights.
=)
and km and winnie, you all "tou kan" my secret message again right? boo you guys! =P

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:59 AM


Wednesday, October 03, 2007
11:07 PM

last few days were buzzing. i was practically worn out but yet i prolonged my activity hours, letting work to eat into my rest hours. mood was definitely a no-good for a me who has`nt been getting enough leisure time and sleep. i was irritated at even the smallest thing. i don`t want to list names.


surprisingly, my mood decided to revive itself. i was at my student`s house this evening. he was throwing tantrums at his maid. this happens quite often. i know his temper rather well already. i can calm him down now anytime when he loses his temper. he listens to me, although he can be a 'monkey' at times. i don`t know, but i feel very comforted and happy when i am able make him stop crying and whining. he even called out to me from his window today when i was walking out of his block vincinity and he waved me goodbye happily. and during my last session of tuition at 8pm, my twin sent me an sms, out of nowhere, just to remind me of my dinner while teaching. how thoughtful could he be? a simple sms and i felt the warmth of care. thanks twin.



a little update on del`s birthday bash last sunday. it was held in a posh function room. i went with wick kor. shopping for present before attending the bash almost wanted our lives. we walked for kilometres, just around suntec city, i swear. my shoes were 'biting' me and i had to withstand the long walks. del is special to us, especially to kor who had been identified as the number tenth of del. are you touched by our sincerity? =PpP got to catch up with the small clique after leaving the bash. from serious talks to uninvited gossips we indulged in while time was ticking away. before we knew it, it was 1am. we cabbed home in 2 groups. and yes i know people are hunting me down for photos. no worries, i`ll sent them to you people. just have a little patience on me dears. here are a few to quench your 'thirsts' momentarily. =) anyways, happy 21st del!

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i love the classy vintage lamp.

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birthday boy and me.

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trust me, this is rare! nicholas`s 1st photo with me. he`s shy la.

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me and shan.

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it`s cake time!

alright, that`s all first. =)) there`s one scandalous one which i don`t dare to post up in case the persons involved wants to kill me. haha!

miss me.

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 11:07 PM